Rynn has the hawts for me. She keeps trying to flirt with me. Or something.
No, poor Rynn, really. I kinda can see where she's coming from. I have a character in another game who got screwed over by some bitchy people, and really, bad luck just kept compounding until more and more people joined in harassing her (mostly unrelated to each other, but the WEIGHT of the separate things is hard to separate as individual things). Sometimes, even though it really makes things worse in the long term, it feels like the best move is just to give in to it and lash out suicidially.
It is only a temporary fix, though, and won't make things better overall. Gotta get out of that frame of reference and that cycle - it's hard, but it's doable. Things are way more fun when it's not masochistic (and yes, masochistic IS fun in a way - you're a bit enthralled by the new drama, wondering what shit is gonna fall next, and it's almost like scab peeling - what MORE can I endure?). In Avalon, Rynn's situation is actually a bit similar to how Narissa was when she left Parrius - before she made her fairly life-changing move to Thakria.
So yeah, I think Rynn's situation started out as things going poorly, likely without her really making them so, and then snowballed from there, and she's not able to see the way out, so she's revelling where she is. For what it's worth, I've been there, and I understand - the wonderful thing about MUDs is that pretty much EVERYTHING can be fixed, with time and effort.